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Good Times [Mar. 12th, 2006|04:03 pm]
So This weekend was pretty damn fun. Spent the night at Kelly's Friday and Saturday. Went to a party for a smidge on Friday night, ended up bringing Andy back with me that night (no, we didn't thank you very much). Pretty much just passed out. Then yesterday, I wake up, have the breakfast of champions: coffee, beer, and cofee cake, and take Andy to work. After that I got dressed and went back to Kelly's to take hottness pictures. I thought it was very entertaining, and a little tiring, but fun nonetheless. Chilled out there for most of the day, then at about 12-ish, I go pick up Travis, and take him back with me..haha. Mmm, yea. That was my weekend...I was amused, that's for sure.
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Oh the fun things you encounter... [Mar. 9th, 2006|12:19 am]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |My Ruin-Rid of Me]

Well, I had quite the interesting night, if I do say so myself. I spent the majority of my day at Blue Moon watching Night of the Demons with Andy, and looking at Emily's removed nipples. Then this girl, Britney, from Davis came in, and we met. I bought Jake, Chris, and Charles pizza (that they better pay me back for), and got none. I took Chris and Brittany to his house so he could get pants, and she could drop of her stuff, and then made our way back to "shorty's" house, where charles was switching tires, because this guy just bought his rims. After about an hour of chillin (literally) in this parking lot of this apartment complex in the ghetto, I was going to take Jake home, when this SUV pulled in, and apparently, I was in their parking spot. So, I try to back up, while on the phone talking to Andy, who is trying to figure out who needs a ride. Meanwhile..the person in the SUV gets butt hurt, and honks and flashes their bright RIGHT when I was facing them, and then DOESN"T MOVE TO LET ME THROUGH. Now, I don't take to attitude lightly..so I flipped the person off, and flashed my brights back. The guy gets out of his car after I am gone, and starts freaking out on the uys outside. They walk over to the Bowling Alley, and wait for me to get back. Meanwhile, I take Jake home, and am on my wau back, when a cop turns on his lights, and gets behind me. I freak out...because 1. I have never been pulled over before, 2. I know I wasn't speeding and 3. there were open beer cans in the car. So me and Britney throw the cans under the seat..and the officer comes to the window......and tells me that me headlights weren't on. Yes, I am an idiot. I was not drunnk at all..i took maybe 3 sips of beer. He made me breathe into his hand, and then let me go. But where does this cop go...to the apartment complex that we were just at...3 cops go there. Again, we freak out. We pick up all of the guys..and take them home, and drop this other guy off at his car. The end of the night, was me taking Andy home..and reveling at the fact that all of that just happened. I'm still not sure it did. Good lord..talk about an eventful night.
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(no subject) [Mar. 6th, 2006|10:22 pm]
[mood |hopefulhopeful]
[music |Jarboe-Deflowered]

Well...it's been awhile. Update!

I am back from Maui...visiting maybe, not sure yet. I have a new tattoo on my ribs of a tree that Kelly drew, yes..it hurt. I am going to start hair styling courses, and cosmetology. I am tan! Well, more than usual. My hair is really short. I got my navel pierced (I know, I never thought I would, either). That's it in a nut shell. Can't wait to see you all.
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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2005|02:10 pm]
Saw 2 is out tomorrow...I am going to go see it. If anyone would like to join me, let me know. We'll enjoy the sadistic, blood-soaked goodness. I don't know what I am going to do for Halloween...it's on a Monday. Saturday night is going to be my Halloween, I think. This weekend should be fun. I have a recital tonight..it's going to be horrifiic...and I'm going to be horrible, because as soon as I am being judged in front of a mass of people..I lose my concentration, and anything I might know. But, yea...I'm not happy about it. Atleast I won't be the only one who blows. I have had a headache for 2 days now...it's pooey. AND I AM THIRSTY AS FUCK!. Ok, bye.
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Adding adding [Oct. 25th, 2005|02:00 pm]
S I got my neck pierced. It is fun. Anyway, my mom made a scene yesterday, like usual...I wasn't sure that it happened..I had to process the information for almost a few hours before I realized what had really occured. It was wierd. Anyway, All Hallows Eve is coming up soon. I am so ready...it's like...my christmas, or something to that effect. Also, I broke up with my boyfriend...I don't thin I need a relationship, now...or for a while.
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Ta-Da. You have an update. [Oct. 17th, 2005|01:11 pm]
[mood |nostalgicnostalgic]
[music |yeah yeah yeahs-"date with the night"]

Ahh...so 'tis a new quarter..a time for a restart of sorts. I had a revelation the other week...if I told you about my mother going to the school )it was around that time) then you kinda know what I am talking about here. No more ditching randomly...no more not doing shit in school. I am getting myself back on track, and that is a promise that I have made myself. I might be slightly difficult to get myself out of some of the holes I created, but I know I can pull it off. I am gradually coming off of my medication, I think to some extent is doing more harm than good. Tonight I start taking 5mg of it. I was doing 10mg for about a week and a half. Hopefully this will help. With my new therapist I think i can get a lot of things sorted out. I don't talk to my mother anymore, any messages she has to tell me go through my dad. She is all drama, and most of you know this first hand. I don't know what I was thinking when I thought I had "her" back, and I trusted her. I guess unconditional love will do that. But, no more...my mother died along time ago. Anyway, I have a wonderful boyfriend by the name of Richie, he makes me "heep big happy", and makes me laugh. Rikki approves so that is a HUGE PLUS, heh. He is different from the usual guys I choose to date...which many of you would agree aren't the best choices. Wow, I wrote alot. It feels good. Alex is playing some game where you shoot these ball-lik people...and it's really quite amusing...he's been playing it everyday since Thursday, lol. Things turn around.
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Poetry In Motion [Oct. 11th, 2005|02:24 pm]
[mood |lethargiclethargic]

"In the Sky"

Paint the sky with the color of our eyes
so it reflects the feelings inside
leave yesterday's cries behind
on a blank sheet of paper.
The lines that divide blur in time
and the words don't lie on the wings of a fly
you'll hear my thoughts as it buzzes by.
The face upon the moon leaves a trace
of glowing white lace and falling grace
catch me in your longing embrace
and finish all that I've been.
Into the river to cleanse forever
the natural state of bodies after
a writhing moment entwined together
stare at the validation tonight.
The stars tell of past scars
that show the world just how far
we'll go when I start the car
end discrimination here.
Can you see the beginning to be?
written on my lips to set it free
on bended knee that sky will plea
to put it's colors back.
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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2005|02:52 pm]

Corn Maze Excursion this weekend. Call me if you are down, homies!!

We shall have hot, corn sex...oh and go through the maze.

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Veeeshus Psykle [Sep. 29th, 2005|02:32 pm]
[mood |discontentdiscontent]

I don't think my medication is working like it should, anymore. I am seeing and feeling some reacurring "symptoms" of what I was like before I started to take it. I don't particularly like what I feel. It's not happy. Again, I am getting detatched, and depressed for no good reason, twitching like mad...etc.
The right side of my lower lip was twitching from 1st to 3rd period today. Wtf?
No me gusta.

I went to the new therapist that my dad found for me yestarday. I think she will be able to help me figure some of this out, and whatnot. I also signed a contract with her that I would not harm myself in anyway without getting ahold of her first. I really want to stick to that.

On a happier note: I went to the Spirit Store yesterday! I was so excited. I still don't know what I am going to do for my costume. But I need to start working on it. Ok, I am done writing.
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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2005|02:23 pm]
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]

I got searched today.
Broke down in the AP office today.
Barbara the security gaurd gave me her cell number, and gave me a hug and kissed me on the cheek today.
I have come to the conclusion that my medication isn't working anymore, yesterday.

But I feel loved anyway.
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